It must be absolutely awful for you. I remember being 13 even though it was a long time ago and you really need to be out and about and you really, really need friends at that age. Unfortunately they are all fair weather friends. When the going gets tough they disappear. All I can say is that they are not good enough for you. You will mature because of this and you will choose your friends really carefully. keep your chin up and remember us fellow BL's are your bestest friends too!