Natasha,I'm a "newbie" to this site,but
hope that you have found activities at home
to help you wait to see if you are going
to have surgery or not,etc.I broke my femur bone(leg)
at work on May 6,2011 and have just come
home from staying as an in-patient at the rehab center where I work full time.Staying home(alone)has been a difficult thing for
me--but helped tremendosly by this website!!
My thoughts and best "hang in there"wishes
are with you.Elizabeth