Hi Karen, welcome to the club that none of us want to join!! you will find lots of hints and tips and moral support here.
The discussion side is for sensible stuff, and the chat side is for silly stuff, jump on in and get to know everyone.
From a fellow biker (posh) who hopes to take her test this year (want a bubble gum pink harley) I can appreciate how you feel. but get back up in that saddle.
x posh x (Karen W)